Desire To Write

An hour and a half ....!! yes that was the time , I took to select the words with which i should start writing the very first words of my first post . I don't know about others , but " this " thing has happened with me a lot , when i am filled with plenty of things to express and i am dying to do it , but when it comes to actually conveying them , somehow it becomes difficult to put them in words .These are situations , which might look insignificant to some , but for some they they are just the instances from their life. Be it : -

• Asking some question to a teacher (especially with specs and a devilish smile :P ) , or
  
• coming face-to-face with a 'girl' , i want so much to talk to ( and have actually rehearsed the whole conversation a lot of times earlier..!! ;) ) , and
  
• writing my thoughts , which have been rushing through my mind from many days ( even years ) ....

in all these 'states' , i find myself thinking ,what should i say , how it should be said , and , its like a trailer of what will happen later , flashes in front of my eyes , and by the time i am busy pre-viewing the 'trailer' .... the moment is gone.... :P
well , i have tried a lot to analyze this annoying tendency of mine , and have come up with the conclusion that , it might be due to the fact that i want to say the 'perfect' words in such situations , since these situations are significant in my life .... ( the second one the most .. ;) ) .... and that is what makes me over-think .... :P

"But some thoughts , can never be suppressed , some ideas never drowned , feelings that crave to fountain-out and shower , words which want to travel from my mind to the world "---- and the best way to 'dispose' off such super-active , still lazy thoughts , is through writing them down and letting the others ( poor readers ) ...to bear the brunt of my thoughts ( Yes , its true , most of the renowned writers have admitted it ) . This leads to a wish , a desire , which when executed , will tire your fingers , make you sit watching the roof or window for hours , and will make your friends feel .. " Is he alright... ?? " ....... but apart from all this , it will make you mentally rejuvenated and will lead to a feeling of utmost satisfaction.

It is the " Desire To Write " .